squeak.
first day.
peeling walls.
the drone of the air conditioner,
reverberating engine, whirring, singing its tune of awakening once again
I sit at my wooden desk
and I breathe the stale air of work
and the plastic smells of computers
and I listen
to the sounds of a movie playing
my mind is ticking
in a constant beat.
constant.
Warm yellow lights, they fill my eyes
I glance at my boss's table
in its lovely, cluttered glory
A loaf of bread, wires entwined like the exposed roots of an ancient tree
half eaten lunch, chopstick peeking from the side of its styrofoam box
piles and piles of loose paper
screaming to be shredded
they smile at me.
and again the smells, the old paint
organised mess
I think of my room at home
poring over paintings,
my lamp light at night.
and I sigh.
First day.