her air
her poise
her stance of like
who isn't mesmerized by the fairy's dance?

she flutters her wings,
dances amidst the crowd,
sucked deep into the euphoria.
she basks in the aura of its trance,
its delirium.
skipping
smiling
impishly.

the world is the fairy's playground,
her troubles hidden away beneath her wings.

now, who won't be mesmerized by the fairy's dance?

i am but a man of little words; my works speak for me
my innermost thoughts, my muse
as i surge forward
energy never declining
my brush, my art
every stroke, its lines
is my hope, my life.
swish.
it is done.

i'm a realist and a surrealist
etching my life onto my virtual canvas
visualising my fantasies
colouring my blind dreams

as i am slowly raging, running
i'm cutting through the barriers
i'm embracing the change.

i'm just a fool.. for u
such a fool
waiting for u

night after night
i dream of waking up
with your head
buried within my cradling arms

should i wait
should i take another chance
or be consumed in my sadness
to overcome it?

oh how much im pining for u

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
That it wont and it wont it wont
And I will pay no mind
worry about the way the weather
And I will waste no time
Remembering our life together

maine

i am,
but an illusion
an object of your desire,
your lust.
like a mythological creature
i emerge
my intoxicating perfume
trailing
fading.
i am but a facade,
a cover of my true self,
strangely erotic
exotic
neurotic.
screaming through my looking glass,
sheltered by my defense.

can u see whats behind my shell ...I am what u perceive of me.

So no longer pretend
That you can't feel it near
That tickle on your hand
That tingle in your ear
Oh ask it anything
Because it loves you dear
It's your most precious king
If only you could hear

And when you do
You'll find the one you need is you
You'll find you
Love you

so this is the end, goodbye
had it been a waste?
we cant say we didnt try
i can't say for sure we did

we skipped together with such lightness and bouyancy
but the magic just dissipated with the wind

was it our misgiving
that caused us to part?
negligence?
time played no part
not even to redress our differences

my heart is weary, my dear

our time was scanted
constant demands
of the world
i was afraid

my tears are filled to the brim
making the weight heavier
but still i'm smiling

where are you my beloved?
how have you been?
are you doing well?

we have been so carefree
so careless.

love.
love did not conquer all
love could not fight
love kept us together
but love could not emancipate us

secretly
i pine
for your touch
i withdraw
from being liberated
i reject
i refuse
because i'm afraid

i dream
of unspoken wants
it is only a time that i can be close to you
i wake
and you're gone.